I was with people I knew to go to this supposedly fancy event to read chapters of a story. I was woth Bren, Emerson, my past crush who is wesley, and another past crush, alexi. We were talking and stuff before we got there. We all laughed. Whenever I spoke, though, Alexi was always looking at me. Laughing at ny jokes, or just staring at me for no apparent reason. We were discussing his mother, my friend Honda and I, sitting in a triangle with him, and she came to the event moments later. I slowly turned to Honda, and then him, with a devious look on my face, and Alexi playfully, lightly pinched my nose. I said his mom was hot; and I wasn't wrong. His mother had some sort y2k hairstyle with very short bangs and deeply black hair, a tattoo on her face, and a nice smile. His fathe appeared too, and I assume he went to go talk to them. After this, I was called down by the annocements by my legal name, and told that they were almost going to import me, before they found out I was a minor. It was for some big education rant. After that, I was allowed to go back to my seat. And when I was, a man who was reading the story went insane. He kept talking about outragous things and was scaring everybody we thought that he'd end the world. He put us in a lot of danger and was clearly in a crisis. My mother also knew I was on this trip, and wanted me babysat by the three black women with long hair that called me down from the announcements. My hair was braided long too. In a picture, it appeared to be me, turning around and smiling. Alexi was taking a picture of it, for a reason I don't know why. When walking back to our seats, I said that picture isn't me. Even though it was close to looking like me. After that, on my technology, my phone, specifically, I had taken pictures of what appeared to be a fake me on a poster. My phone logged me out of my discord acount, and as I was just about to go up and enter is, this woman appears. She's asking for my member number. I clearly scramble, looking confused, and then I just say the one that's on my table, which is 13.0. She doubts me, getting suspicous that I'm not an actual member and asks if I'm sure that's the righr number, to which I respond yes. After that, she asks me if I'm nervous. She then asks, "are you nervous because this next story is about ashton?" Ashton is my best friend, for context. And I hadno idea how she knew him. He wasn't anywhere at the event. I checked. Numerous times. We started reading a chatper on the big screen, and the old kan reading it was rushing through it with a tons of better resentment in his voice. The pages were digitalized on the screen. And he was flipping through page atter page after page, as if he had something to lose. Anyway, Ashton's story never came. It wasn't told. After that encounter, an old man on the stage made a remark, and my friend Emerson says "It's okay, sage's personality is just as bland." In response, I say "shut the fuck up," and started laughing with the crowd as well. When Alexi laughed, I felt something. That something was joy. I felt like I'd regained feelings for him again.I don't recall what happened after this moment.
This dream appears to carry multiple layers of meaning, reflecting personal relationships, feelings of inadequacy, social dynamics, and even elements of identity. Let's break down some key elements:
Social Event with Friends: Beginning with a fancy event surrounded by friends and past crushes suggests your desire for connection and intimacy. The presence of Bren and Emerson, who seem to be supportive, indicates aspects of your social life and relationships that you value. Their laughter symbolizes camaraderie and shared happiness.
Interest from Alexi: His focused attention on you, laughing at your jokes, suggests that you may still have unresolved feelings for him, as well as a desire for validation. His light-hearted interaction (pinching your nose) indicates a playful flirtation, reinforcing that you might be longing for a more significant connection.
Discussion of Family: The conversation about Alexi's mother is multifaceted. Commenting on her attractiveness could imply a sense of humor or camaraderie, but it may also reflect your views on beauty and maturity. The details of her appearance might represent qualities you admire or aspire to.
Being Called by Legal Name: This scenario indicates a feeling of being scrutinized or judged. The mention of being almost imported suggests a concern about identity, legality, or fitting into a particular role. Being identified as a minor could symbolize a feeling of being limited or restricted in some part of your life.
Chaos and Danger: The man causing disturbance signifies fear of chaos in your surroundings or anxiety about external unpredictability, reflecting worries about your environment or possibly about others' expectations. It could also represent feelings of being overwhelmed or out of control in specific situations.
Photography and Identity: The moment when Alexi takes a picture of you, and you claim the image isn't of you, suggests a conflict with self-image or identity issues. You may be grappling with how you perceive yourself versus how others see you. This ties back to the narrative of feeling like an outsider or misunderstanding your sense of self.
Discord and the Suspicious Woman: The struggle with technology and the request for a membership number might indicate anxieties about belonging and social acceptance. The uncertainty about your knowledge of the number could reflect feelings of being out of your depth in social situations.
Mention of Ashton: The reference to your best friend in the context of nervousness could signify a connection between your feelings of insecurity and the importance of friendships in your life. Ashton's absence despite the mention could denote unresolved feelings or a perceived disconnect between you and significant others in your life.
Humor and Joy: The joyful response to Alexi’s laughter indicates a rekindling of feelings, suggesting a hopeful note on the complexity of your emotions. This reflects the importance of humor and shared experiences in relationships, reinforcing a sense of belonging.
In summary, this dream encapsulates themes of social dynamics, identity, unresolved feelings toward past connections, and humorous moments that lead to joy. It reflects both the complexity of navigating interpersonal relationships and the search for authenticity and acceptance in social contexts. Consider what areas of your waking life may resonate with these themes, and reflect on how they impact your feelings and relationships.